It seems like just...

...yesterday:

- We met at the Gypsy Den for our first date
- You left me a voicemail asking if I was your friend that was a girl...or a girl that was your friend
- I called you back and said that I was your girlfriend
- I discovered that you eat peanut butter with not just any cereal...but with Product 19
- We stayed up until 2am watching Netflix movies or tv shows
- I would wake up at every hour of the morning to find you beating your leg because you died on whatever level in the latest PS3 video game
- We were at my parents' house and you told me that you "really really really really liked me :)"
- I turned over to you, before getting ready for work and said for the first time..."I love you" and you told me, "I love you, too!"
- You planned the best 1 year surprise by taking me to the Laguna Culinary Arts for a date night cooking lesson
- You and I ran together to Irvine Lakes (you were the perfect running partner...pushing me to the end)
- We went geocaching while I was sick...but I rallied and stuck it out
- We discovered the $4 4-pack of yummy Madras Lentils from Costco
- We created tortizzas at 12am...and made the rule that we can eat in your room when we create a new snack
- You used the back of your index finger and wipe the little sweat bubbles off my nose or above my lip (then smile at me)
- We took a road trip to San Francisco together...and spent 2 days at the San Francisco Film Festival
- We went to the beautiful Sequoias with our friends for a summer camping trip
- We'd have movie nights with Grandmother
- I listened to you memorize your Info for the next tournament
- I got a text from you saying that you wished I was there to cuddle with you
- I held you when you where not feeling yourself
- We were both laying on the floor at the airport for our 3 our layover trying to get some zzz's before spending a memorable week in Maine (with dad and Linny)
- I would call you in the evening's just to tell you that I loved you...then let you get back to homework
- I packed my weekend clothes and drove to spend a weekend with you. The best part of my week was seeing you open that gate to let me in...you'd grab my weekend bag and kissed me and asked me how was the drive...then we'd have dinner with Grandmother...then go about our weekend :)
- we discovered each other's own weird little quirks that we appreciated and shared...and loved...our relationship was so different and it was just right...for us.
- we were together...and happy.

I will never EVER share any of these memories with another man. These are ours. If we end up back together...we can pick-up where we left off and enjoy a better and stronger life.

If not, remember what we shared. And remember that I'll always love you and your weird quirks :)

Now, maybe I should take advantage of these emotions I am feeling right now and write some songs...maybe I can come up with a hit that'll make me rich! ;)