Not sure how many people are reading this thing. All I know is that every time I start feeling down...this is the first place I go to. I was never really good at expressing how I felt verbally. I get anxious and start stumbling over my words. So, writing seems to be the one thing that helps me. He's great at expressing his feelings, and I admire that. I admire anyone who can. That was one challenge that we faced in our relationship. But we respected each other for our differences and knew that we could always come to a compromise.
The weekends seem to be the hardest. It was our chance to see each other :) Which made the weekends extra special. Well I guess the hardest part about this situation is the TIMING. When 2 people KNOW that they want to end up with each other in the end...and the timing of the relationship forces both to have to be apart (if just for awhile)...it's unbearable. The feeling is unbearable. You have to let time take its course. You have no idea how long you'll be apart. You have to force yourself to not think about that person so that you can move on...but you don't want to...you don't want to because that person is the one person who makes you extremely happy and who has genuinely loved you (and you loved them back) no matter what the situation was...or is. That's the hardest part.
Short one today. I'm headed home to Barstow to see my family. I can't wait to see them!
And yes, I got bit by an insect while in Miami :( It's on my forearm...as round as a golf ball :(
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